Ugh that feelings of missing someone
Especially when you are talking to a special someone but you don’t want to fall too hard too fast due to past trust issues.
I’m terrified to ever let anyone close to my heart.
Want to say thanks to old crushes, exs, and flings.
Thanks for playing with my heart. Lying to me. Deceiving me. Cheating on me. Backstabbing me. Talking shit behind my back. Loosing my trust. Creating more issues for me. Callings me horrible names. Causing more drama for me. Always maddogging me. Making me look bad. But thank you for all the sweet memories we use to have. Too bad you had to ruin things after I have it my all. But all the pain you but me through helped me change for the better. Showed me what I truly wanted and need for my next love. Push me to challenge and destroy my walls of insecurities and trust issues. You guys are the reasons for me becoming the person that I am today which I’ve improved so much. Thanks.
Guys & Girls with the most confidence, may be the ones with the most insecure.
Sure, they look like everything is just peachy and living life to the fullest. Other envy at how happy they can be. Just smiling and laughing, cracking up jokes, being the life of the party. Looking like they put no effort into being so energetic or being so cool. They may be the popular one in school or gets along with everybody but, do you know they only act like that so others won’t find out. They don’t want to bother people with their problems. They have to hide their tears and pain through jokes and fake smiles. Scared nobody will care or think of them like trash once they vent on what’s bothering them. Not knowing who to trust. Being hurt over and over again. The one played or playing others. Worrying about what others see them. They just stay quiet while their insecurities eat them away inside. They will just say,” Oh that’s cool.” “I’m fine.” ” It’s all good.” “Don’t mind me.” “Nothings wrong” Ask them what’s wrong. Don’t believe them with their laugh or fake smiles. Look into their eyes and say,” Don’t lie to me. There is definitely something wrong. Don’t bottle it up inside. I’m here and you can vent whatever is bothering you.”
It either creates a monster or trust issues